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All I do, why would I feel as its not enough. Feeling awful that I dnt even have a Christmas tree up. Knowing I can't afford even that hurts me more because I know I'm unable to put gifts under it. I cry hear and there trying to be strong in front of my children. I get on my knees and pray always. For guidance and when will I win. If God touches even 1 person to bring joy to my children this Christmas will be the best blessing to me, just to see them smile.
A single working mother of four. No help from their fathers with one which one of my sons having a deceased father. It's difficult at times wishing I could work overtime. I do at times hard for babysitter and very hard to trust people these days to watch over them. Just seems like my bills are way over what I bring home. Although I get up every morning to fight for my kids to keep a roof over their heads. I was denied food stamps due to my daughters father who was in a wreck this summer. He received a payment for insurance. Child support office received a payment which it has been 4 years. So I have to push even harder knowing he'll never help her again. I strive for putting God first in my kids life and education along with respect into my children. I would never want them to live check to check as I do. My bills out way this journey. But I know God didn't bring me this far to leave us!! I put my family in Gods hand and fight everyday for him to give me strength, wisdom and courage!!. Be blessed